tried hard , thought i would anticipate the estranged feeling well..failed. 27th March yet another year, its inexplicably different as different as every 27th March has been.
maneuvered myself to some hang outs, party .. i should thank upamanyu dasgupta (upo) and sambit chakrovorty and ganga and chayan for unknowingly helping me beat the stress..
lost amongst the chuckles and shimmers of spirit. quietly propelled the thought out of the zone. yet the thing was too heavy to handle..finally gave into it.
Amazed awestruck..ashamed about my deed. it felt as if i skipped a couple of beats..palpitation got the better of me..i made up my face wid broad smiles..where my eyes would not be a help to the sensitive conclusions. tried sipping 2 -3 shots then tried gulping them gradually things started to get nasty...then the membrane broke and a drop rolled down the cheek. un-noticed , un-interrupted.somehow i allowed its down fall, my resistance would attract unnecessary attention..i definitely did not want that...
this post will be safe here..as safe as others have been,..may be i have to face the interrogation later..but i somehow manage to be "ok" with things..m sure there will be yet another being "ok" phase...m sorry for being so late(virtually).. HAppy birthday...wish u the very best and good health where ever u are...with whoever u are..take care "sugar"
So that's the reason you love your tea or coffee without sugar?
ReplyDelete