missed you..

missed you..
missed you..much. the highs and the salient cries have been hiding me from you. the sense of absence creeping in always ever awaiting to ponder on weakness. no matter how hard u cling onto ur beliefs the urge is too strong to battle, to prevent.
as periods and moments fly by i behave as if i am self-trapped in a cocoon,kept in shadows about the emergence of light.
the white light the array of smiles the chuckling laughter and clattering claps..they all seem so distant. as distant star(t)s twinkling on the cloudy gray sky.
swallowing void, dry throat lazy eye lids..
they oppose my happiness, makes me remember bout my love, my merry moments..makes me remember the lousy acts of freedom. makes me to recollect bout my happy family..
now they are all gone...evaporated in an empty space..
with all trip and no tussle i am a wrecked vessel..
wish u were here...to sail me through..to the other side..if its ever there..
love you..miss you..take care where ever you are..