mirror

i stand in front of a glass
afraid 2 look at myslf
eye lids shut n eyebrows tight
hate 2 open
i knw the reality
but scared 2 face it
i dared
i dared 2 look at it
pupils enlarged
bloodshot eyes
filed wid lies
a fake n absolute synthetic world
i live in
i was happy then
the reality is a tyrant
a face alike mayem
nails tries 2 help 2 scratch it off
but i vain
unbearable is the inflicted pain
uproot my hair punctured my nose
bit my tongue hard
2 taste the blood
y me y i am y fuckin me
i hate the mirror
n hate the reality called me

i am brutal

m fuckin brutal...
i seek blood from the limbs of infants
m fuckin brutal
i yield salvation from the cries of virgin
m fuckin brutal
i chop the fingers n watch her blood stream
lying in the bed of wet blood
wid fire burning her skin
torched her coz she ddnt love me
thanx kerosene
she is only mine
her smile is to me very sublime
eyes only 2 see me in pain
palm 2 sooth me but in vain
i am brutal
choked her with ma half lit candle
kissed her cold lips for the last time
scooped her eyes out coz they are only mine
her drapery was silk
skin white n lifeless alike milk
i am brutal i lay wid ma arms around her
huggin her tight
i am brutal
i scar my face 2 prove ma love for her every night

b afraid b very afraid

i am brutal

m fuckin brutal...
i seek blood from the limbs of infants
m fuckin brutal
i yield salvation from the cries of virgin
m fuckin brutal
i chop the fingers n watch her blood stream
lying in the bed of wet blood
wid fire burning her skin
torched her coz she ddnt love me
thanx kerosene
she is only mine
her smile is to me very sublime
eyes only 2 see me in pain
palm 2 sooth me but in vain
i am brutal
choked her with ma half lit candle
kissed her cold lips for the last time
scooped her eyes out coz they are only mine
her drapery was silk
skin white n lifeless alike milk
i am brutal i lay wid ma arms around her
huggin her tight
i am brutal
i scar my face 2 prove ma love for her every night

new brutal lines commin soon

ds 1 was ritn vn i gt high on marijuana 1 yr back on a very hot n humid day.....ftr intoxicatin gt involved in a brawl n bashed a guy....i smhw at tht mommnt wntd 2 c more blood...n hence cm back home n rote it...jus switchin the sex...female instead of male...

the walk in the rain

the day was wet..
n its the 1st tim in dis week v meet
forgot 2 carry a shield
plan 2 get drenched all alone in the modern field

waited for u ....its was a long hlf n hour
clock was ticking slow..gradually gt slower
i saw u commin..with a smile on ur face
the world was lit with beauty n grace

hd so many things 2 say
yet lips stitched..jus lik everyday
hesitated fingers brushing against ur's
shy eyes cdnt look at urs..

as the thunder struck u held my hand tight
amazed ,the heaven poured the tears of joy njoying this sight
the breeze was strong ..and against us
hld u tight was,stomping teh soil carcass

the walk,left my eys wet
the breeze still mks me to shiver
the ambiance i do seldom create
but nw u rnt nemore here

as i luk back i gt low
as i regret i convice maslf 2 dope
coz now u r walkin holdin anothr hand
shd hv knw the fate is never 2 be carved on the face of sand..