mirror

i stand in front of a glass
afraid 2 look at myslf
eye lids shut n eyebrows tight
hate 2 open
i knw the reality
but scared 2 face it
i dared
i dared 2 look at it
pupils enlarged
bloodshot eyes
filed wid lies
a fake n absolute synthetic world
i live in
i was happy then
the reality is a tyrant
a face alike mayem
nails tries 2 help 2 scratch it off
but i vain
unbearable is the inflicted pain
uproot my hair punctured my nose
bit my tongue hard
2 taste the blood
y me y i am y fuckin me
i hate the mirror
n hate the reality called me