sugar saline

making me weak and on my knees is just a mere child's play..the way you do it. those big loud eyes has so much to say ..yet the language has been unknown for a long time.perhaps thats the reason why i am scared of time.alike a sudden soothing breeze you appear and wipe off my anxieties. you bring along the fragrance of hope and a dream of being merry.
the sand-clock is getting tired and has lost its purpose. its getting hard for the streams to flow. as everything around just freezes and despair takes a bow. how easily how.things would have been so different and so serene my room would define bliss for me..and my brain will finally be at peace.
few things are just not meant to be..last thing i want to be is like a rail track ever laying by each other but they are never to meet ensuring few "safety" issues.i hail to thee..my fate,thy have mastered the art of treachery time has blundered and with thy help it has taken the "precious" from me.
i still hope i still search for the speck of vegetation and that island of trust.where me and you will be laying on the bed of sand and covered by the stars the breeze will chant our stories and sea will guard us from the searching lamps.

sugar -quoted miseries

27 th march 2010
situations have shed their scales...and beginning to grow new ones.6-5 years back i remember this day at the pizza hut camac street. serene wonderful perfect...it has been truly said "time doesn't change..but the people do"
happily we are glad to accuse the dumb time. it cant speak but by its action it has surely created an army of time-haters.
thought i would overcome the sea..sailed perfectly..the wind was strong n brushing perfectly against my canvas. Alas!! good time doesn't last long..eventually was swallowed in the sea.
Life is the best n the most tyrant teacher..although i have never been a good student i have learnt my lessons.
you have always painted the "mis-haps" with bright colors (to which i am allergic) hush!! i don't blame you..human survival instincts.
as this blog of mine welcomes or rather entertains no visitors..its safe to be weak here...else scavengers encircling over..huh!!
its your birthday today.. "happy birthday to you"
i am not going to accuse you or curse you or hold u responsible for the troubled waters i am trapped in now. should have learned how to swim. take care..be happy..i wish u a prosperous and a successful life...
thank you.

an self Actualization

well i believe it was over on the 27th of this year, January...i even scribbled it on my computer desk with a red "permanent" marker..
it didn't turn out to be the end there..but today as i write here...i smile ,smile on the paradox of life...and how the puzzle unfolds with every throw of a dice.
yes i admit i did not anticipate the situation well. i should have handled it better..as i always manage to do (: apparently). true i have been forgiven many a times..its funny cause my pleas are becoming just like waves..they r in plenty..
As i have estimated the end of the journey here..i would really really ..really want justice to be served with hot chocolate sauce..
Few people who have managed to tolerate me till now are real kind..but few are ruthless..one interesting point is nice people are bad cause they make me feel guilty while ruthless people are good eh! i don't have any regrets screwing them up..!
i still have a doubt bout ..will the justice be justified...ever?