decision

its decision that i had 2 take
its decisions that make me repent
life has assumed everything for u
i hate most of them i like very few

embrace the dark here i lay
under the open sky 2 fate i pray
let there be greenery everywhere
but..no castles of dismay

eyes cried overnight like ruby they look
biting the ebony teeth
plz erase few viral line from my life's book
now i am firm on my feet

i now have no ones trust
every kiss i plant is taken as lust
i could if i wanted 2 deliver a thrust
life n judgment..they both have been unjust

sea..

wave after wave
infinitely smashin the shore
where i sit alone n want no more
o sea how free u cn b
its for no1 u stop n see
u splash n gather never realizing wat u tk along
eventually u return it..carefree n give back wt eva u take along
how cn u b so..careless
how cn u b so heartless
u take away most precious thing
n then ask forgiveness touchin the feet
the things u tk,u may never need
still u r shameless ill characterd
ur urges r like slut ..it makes no difference to u
but effects ppl u encounter
die sea rot in agony...
feel the pain u cause
amongst the things u tk,cn u eva choose?
u r being so happy cause u have nothing to loose

what when how why

happy days..

another tear rolls down
tird of wiping..
the habit of "living with it" i found
tired of forgiving

as a blink makes tears 2 rush
tird of consoling
laughing on my childhood crush
tired of forgetting

as i breathe in deep
tired of regretting..
closing my eyes forgetting in my sleep
tired of thinkin

a few cheerful days
a day wid the bright sun
a few moments wid u by my side
"the few happy days" has jus began..
*********************sanju

nothin lasts for eva...

while returnin home
my heart stays back thr
n it goes 4 a roam
fate has been unfair

locking my jaw
trying 2 b a stud
i ignore the flaw
heart still roamin lik a bird

jus blink 1nce
hate 2 open ma eyes then
as a rare tear rolls
i am being very weak my friend

da happy days r ova
no more laughs n gossips
forget u neva
u were all gods gift

yes its the last day of my college life
n 2de i stop fakin the beast i am
its very hard 2 survive
but 2de so weak n lonle 1nce again i am