thy time shall sentence me

i had a dream of being an encyclopedia of intoxication ..but thanks to my ma now all hope is gone
and from the core of my heart i express that i dont regret it.
there was time when i craved for a drop of alcohol a drag of weed or few tablets that would take me closer to my dream.
with a heart full of pride i declare that i have digested these few so called "bad" urges .
now as i stand here and look back ...i regret the fact that i was an irresponsible child..a disloyal boyfriend and an insensible human being.
now the only things thats stands in the way of me and absolute purification is weed.
i wish to do away with it once i recover from my injuries i suffered because of my accident and re-join my gym...
i am really looking forward to walk on the path of serenity and bliss of self-actualization.
i thank everyone who has n will corporate with me
thank you for being there with me when i needed u the most...
thank you